I've decided to delete all my old Livejournal posts, which is definitely a little heartbreaking since the oldest entry was posted around 2003, but I felt it was something I had to do.
I don't hide I'm kind of ashamed by my old self and somehow I wish I could erase forever some things I've done and said, but I guess that's kind of impossible! Even the most recent posts were...pretty much an emofest. But I totally changed my attitude right now, trying to be more positive and react to what happens to me.
I finally decided to change many things in my life, trying to find a job, losing weight (about time! -killed 10lbs off 60-) and accepting more what I actually am. Not living with my parents helps the whole thing a little bit I guess.
I promise you will never deal with a sad Jowy anymore, I swear it!